The Journey to Revisit This Dream Again and Again and Again

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Wow, would you look at that? It’s been over a year since my last post. I’d make excuses, but I don’t have any. I’d give you really good reasons, but I don’t have any of those either.

What I do have is a new attitude towards writing. At least, I think it’s new. It’s changing, that’s certain.

I did something I’ve always wanted to do. I signed up for NaNoWriMo again, and this time I’m actually setting aside the time each day to write a novel. I’m about one tenth of the way in, and while it doesn’t sound like much, it’s one tenth farther along than I was on October 31st.

And, I’m serious about this commitment. I’m not in it to win it, I’m in it to commit it. At the end of 30 days, I am fully prepared to either love or seriously hate what I’ve written, but I’m determined to have a completed novel.

So, there it is. If there’s anyone still out there in the world reading this blog, now you know. I’ll try to post my progress throughout the month, but if it comes down to the novel or this blog, the novel will win every time.

The Journey to Self-Discipline

Discipline is difficult. I wanted to write last night, but I didn’t. How do writers juggle work (non-writing job), life, and their passion for words? Is there a secret I’m missing that the others figured out? Am I supposed to give up sleep and fun? I know that isn’t true, but it feels true.

I’ve had this dream since I was a child, the dream of someday seeing something I wrote in print. Yet, the older I get, the farther away that feels.

I am a writer.

Maybe if I keep saying it, it will have to be true.

Maybe it has to become a mantra, a cadence, a song.

I honestly don’t know. But, I know myself well enough to know this: I’m not going to give up. The desire is too strong. Even if I’m not writing about the writing process, I’m still writing. My head is full of ideas. I just need to put them on paper. I think I’ll do some of that tonight.

I am a writer!

The Journey to Something New

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